[Feeling anxious about turning 30 soon.]

In 3 months I'll be 30 years old.
Didn't accomplish much.
Haven't saved up much money.
The average life expectancy of Chinese people in 2025 is 79 years.
Zhao's life progress has reached 37.9%.

Yesterday, I talked with the English school in Kuala Lumpur about the teaching schedule.
The individual items for B1/B2 are about 2 months.
This also means that if I want to achieve the goal,
It takes at least about 4 months.

Now,
Facing the "30 years old without support and achieving nothing"
I'm quite anxious.

In the deep autumn of 1995,
Ah Zhao came to this world.

In 2012,
Not adapting to the environment of vocational schools.
Many times wanted to "leave",
Finally, in 2013, I started working the night shift at McDonald's and the night shift for KFC delivery.

2014
Set a goal to at least pass the postgraduate entrance examination and the CET-4.
Finally, in 2016, I went to join the army for the education policy.
Then, until 2022, the English Level 4 only reached the passing line.

In 2022,
After completing a master's degree in the humanities, I went out to look for a job, but was stuck due to the requirement for a prior degree. In the end, not wanting to work in a factory tightening screws, I fully immersed myself in Web3 in 2023.

March 2024
Relying on airdrops,
The balance has reached 1 million RMB.
At the beginning of this year, we returned to the starting point.

In August 2025,
Looking back,
Life lacks a normal working phase.
Learn English,
It is to find a class within the circle.